Woohoo

Now I'm sick of blogger. But my ifsandsors account is way too retarded to go back to. hahaha. Guess I'll go think up of something when I have some creative juice on hand. (rare, actually.)

O levels are officially over and I'm thankful but not uber happy inside. Reason being I feel that I didn't do as well as I could have. Oh well, there's no use crying over spilt milk, is there? Let's see what I've accomplished this past week or so.. Dyed my hair, painted nails, piccas, chalet later today! Can't wait! I only can arrive earliest by 6pm because they're preparing something? I don't know. It's all top secret and confidential. I'm barred from knowing anything. lol.

Kenny lent me his macbook and I'm using it right now(: It's so pretty the design. Photobooth is super fun. Still new to this mac thingy though. I stayed up till 5am this morning trying to edit, reize and upload pictures to friendster. The resizing part totally sucks, I swear. I finally got down to putting the pics in a thumbdrive for the girls.

Curtains for my room just arrived! So it's wine red with thick, lighter red wavy stripes vertically down. Curtains are insanely expensive crap.

Yesterday was our 9th month together and we spent it watching The Hills Have Eyes II which was extremely disgusting and scary! Then, we watched some cantonese show about human meat buns or whatever, eugh. Now, that, was truly sick. Just while we were watching, my mom came home with charsiew buns. We didn't touch them at all. After that, I had to rush to get ready for my mom's birthday dinner. Gave my mom Lancome lipstick.

Sorry that we couldn't really celebrate our 9th month baby. I love you! :)

Thoughts read are spoken, forever in doubt

I feel like flinging my phone smack onto a wall. Repeatedly. If only I did that with that stupid loser of a lighter just now. ARGH.

Didn't know that moving stuff could be so taxing. My room is now so uncluttered while my brother's room looks like a storeroom. I woke up at 5pm today after sleeping at 7am. Reason being we went to the airport to study overnight. Macs had their TV on the entire time and they kept repeating the same ads and programmes. BEP, seals and sausage mcmuffins. Fergie got so fuck annoying. Ate unnecessary food there out of greed. I didn't accomplish much either. I got stuck and enthusiasm just fizzled. Dumb me. I ended up wasting my bloody Saturday sleeping. I hate wasting Saturdays because I like Saturdays but I just wasted one Saturday awayyyyyyy.

Joy, Jor, Kenny and I managed to catch I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry at TM on Thursday night. It 's been ages since I laughed so hard and uncontrollably. Movies with Adam Sandler acting in it have never disappointed me before.

Why can't some people understand that stuff is just stuff and not stuffs.

Just can't wait for October to end.

Most Of The Time

The sides of my lips are drying like fuck and it's being such a pain. I walked away from the computer but came back just to blog so be glad about it! I can't blog in peace with my dad lurking behind me in the room though. I like it that he's around but at the same time, I just can't wait for him to go back to Chinaland. Weird feeling. I can't seem to do what I like when he's around. That seriously sucks. Well, at least we finally got down to furniture shopping at Ikea on Sunday and we bought furniture alright. It's for my room! It's arriving on Sunday. I can't wait! But, my dad's leaving on Friday. :) / :l / :(

Accompanied the boyfriend to his job interview today(: We had to climb this agonisingly long and steep flight of stairs just to find the place. The compound was nice though, it's a cafe in the middle of a cluster of offices for arty farty people (designers, artists, models(!) and the like). The entire place is still under renovation but you can tell it's gonna turn out pretty sweet. So yeah, he got the job and he's going to start work after they open. I'm gonna have to visit him and stick out like a sore thumb. Caught Balls of Fury at the Cathay after that. Wasn't as hilarious as I thought it would have been but it was still alright, I guess. Maggie Q was fucking hot! Got rushed home at 11, totally not used to it!

So I wasted another day not studying. I swear I'm going to study tomorrow. Maybe I shall just go Starbucks alone or something. I know so loser-ish but.. Oh well..

I think I need an entire jug of water.

Mistakes we knew we were making

The guilt was eating me up and I'm so relieved that everything's out.

Sweetie, I can never say sorry enough. But I thank you for accepting, understanding and loving me as much as you always have. I'm glad we went through this together. This just proves our love steady and strong(: I love you.

Mugging is such a horrible activity. Look at what it does to you! Skipped school for three days straight including .

My dad is back after many months. I'm not used to it at all.

This moment is perfect

omgomgomgomgomg I'm freaking high nowwwwww!
This. Has. Been. THE. Most. Amazing. Birthday. I've. Ever. Had.
I'm not kidding.
I seriously lovelovelove you girls heaps heaps heaps! It's immeasurable(: Of course, not forgetting my lovely boyfriend. You've been such a sweetheart! I love you, Kenny Poh(: hee.
Also, thank you to all the darlings who wished me! :D

The boyfriend brought me to town to pick my present on Friday. We walked around aimlessly but couldn't find any nice wallet that he could buy for me so we settled for this big adorable cuddly bear from Kalm's. It's sitting on my mattress right now. My sleeping partner. lol. Went back to his house, carrying a huge plastic bag, where we spent the first two hours of my birthday together. The cab driver was cute, he couldn't resist asking what was in the plastic bag. At first he thought I was talking to it when actually, I was on the phone. haha! Thank you for everything baby! You're such a sweetie. <3

Today's dinner was at ParkRoyal hotel. Had a buffet when I wasn't even that hungry. What a waste! It's been a loongg time since my whole family had dinner together. The only person missing was my dad. Oh well.. I miss him(: Had a really fantastic time with all of them. Laughter and smiles abundant! My grandma bought me a new camera and a DS lite! Groovy groovy. Love my family(: Met the girls after dinner at the concourse which was next to the hotel. They surprised me with a slice of tiramisu and sang me a birthday song. haha. So sweet(: Took some photos then sat around for a while before making our way to the bus stop. That place is so confusing with many weird people around hahaha.

So yes, I'm a happyhappy person now.

Skipped school for many days now, guess I'll be going back for the next week. Well, at least I'll try. Time to study, Mel. Baby's exam is starting next week. All the best, love. I know you can do it! Remember your target, make sure you achieve it(:

Rant of the month

CLEO AND SEVENTEEN ARE BRAINWASHING ME TO SPENDSPENDSPEND BUT MY WALLET'S BLOODY EMPTY.

OMG SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME BEFORE I ATTEMPT TO ROB A BANK.

I think I'm having a awful case of PMS right now. One minute I'm laughing and then soon you'll see me throwing things around. I don't feel like talking much either, which makes things worse. The boyfriend would then have to suffer my wrath for the time being. hahahaa. Sorry sweetie, I don't mean to. So anyways, skipping school tomorrow to go to PP to study and hopefully this time round, it'll be more productive? Whatever, I might just go there, stupidly forgetting my cardigan AGAIN, then start freezing my ass off and complain about it endlessly to whoever's beside me whilst staring at my maths TYS. Did I mention I got a crappy C5 for my horrible English? I think it's the first time I got a C for an English exam and I'm in sec 4, about to sit for my O levels in a damn month. Simply awesomeeee.

And so, yes, as you can tell, I'm FEELING SUPER FUCKING BORED RIGHT NOW. I could seriously use a beer at this point but noooooo, the house only has Yeo's in stock :( I'm actually quite amazed that I'm blogging reguarly these days (despite the fact that this is mostly just an angsty post, proves this blog worthy of being an anger outlet), although not many people bother to read or tag but I'm used to it. lol.

My mum has to irritate me now and affect my train of thought. My mood is like a time bomb that might just fizzle or explode and cause undesirable aftermath. I better sleep before I become unable to wake up by noon. Goodnight kittenfaces!

I finally got my red jeans(:

Here's Ginger looking extremely irritated (because of my family talking non-stop around the dining table) before he did this ballet pose.

haha!

:D

A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

I was an entire hour late for tuition today. (what's new) Luckily she didn't say anything about me having to attend a make-up lesson. Went to study at Parkway BK with the girls and Joy's cousin, Jasmine. Really sweet girl! I didn't get down to much studying though. All I managed to complete was the English compre that Hoori wanted us to do. God, I'm just a pack of lazybones.

Walked around the mall for a bit, we saw this prettypretty vest at Topshop but it's still costs 80 bucks after discount! Someone send me a money tree for my birthday please? After that detour, we completely lost the mood to mug so we headed back to my house area where we had some old school fun at the playground. I swear the playgrounds nowadays are a hundred times more entertaining than the ones I had to make do when I was a kid. Maybe that explains my lack of childhood and anti-socialness lol! We made such a racket that some Indian (?) shouted down at us that he wanted to sleep. Then we settled down for a good hour or so, just sitting on the rope swings. Pity it wasn't much of a starry night :(

Trip to Marina Square tomorrow with Kenny, Joy and Jor again. Hopefully we'll find what we want!

Fuck, the weekend is ending! fgtrjjalkknnfuidehfu I really really really should start to study. I wonder what's wrong with me. My engine's dead.

So where's that money tree at?

Get this in your thick head

Hk, could you please just get the fuck out of my life? You've done enough harm to me alright. I have no idea just what the heck are you up to but you ruin my mood every time you talk to me. Seriously, you suck straws man. In fact, you don't even have the right to talk to me.
1. YOU were the dumper so fuck you for that
2. I already have my boy who I love and loves me back
3. You're supposedly attached so you really shouldn't be telling me all that crap and expect me to believe you

I'm typing all this through my phone while lying on my bed so hopefully it'll work and really get posted.

Went to vivo just now and caughit No Reservations. It was alright I guess. Was pretty darn late for dinner at my grand auntie's house. Her cat doesn't recognise me anymore! >:( After my brother finished packing, I went down to three VERY bored persons (joy, jor and ken) who waited for me. hehe, sorry guys. Went for supper at simpang with kenny after that before heading home. So now my fingers are being strained, therefore I shall go to sleep.

Goodnight reality.

My coloured wold turns to grayscale

I know this space has been decomposing at rapid speed but I stopped by to give it a breath of life, so once again, twistedinlove is back, alive and kicking! hahaha wtf.

So far, this has been the longest time that I get to use the computer so it's not exactly my fault okay! School has been utterly dull. My eyelids don't wanna listen to me anymore because they seem to get heavy at the wrong times, example, during lessons, no matter how much I try to stay awake. Science is being a sharp pain in the ass, seriously. Well, speaking of science, I got 39/100 for it for my prelims (can you spell l-o-u-s-y?). Got a 67 for maths, 65 for my POA and 54 for humanities. The other subjects' marks are still being kept in 'suspense' being the slowpokes that they are, so I really can't tell what my prelim's L1R5 would be.

Oh, I wanna add one point:
I AM SO GLAD THAT I HAVE COMPLETED MY F&N COURSEWORK. SO GLAD. NO MORE COURSEWORK TO DOOOOO! IT'S ALL STACKED UP HAPPILY READY TO BE SHIPPED TO WHEREVER THEY WANNA MARK IT. YAYNESS.

Okay, enough of elation for that fraction of a minute. I've got something to rant about too.

LC and I were late for two consecutive days and unfortunately, that dumb newbie PE teacher recognised us. He made all those who were late yesterday to stand in a seperate row but he didn't realise that there were some sec 2 girls who didn't own up and whatever, I'm a sour bitch, it's just unfair. He made us write a beta which he passed to Abraham and made us go to the yucky field to pick fucking WEEDS. Then he told us that we have to reach the school by 7.15am and report to that woman of terror, if not, for the entire week of next week, we would have to reach school by 7am. Sucky. So I've decided not to attend school tomorrow. Considering it's gonna be a Friday (TGIF), it's the 14th (7th month baby!) and that I'm going out with Kenny, Joy and Jor before heading to my auntie's house for dinner and packing up of some old toys (nostalgia sesh(: ), it's quite a good option.

♥ jiahui says:
i go slp ald
x mels ☺ says:
so early?
♥ jiahui says:
fgfdgfdgf
early la
lol
nth to do
x mels ☺ says:
why
lol
♥ jiahui says:
wad u doing?
x mels ☺ says:
blogging
♥ jiahui says:
ok i shall wait
my god
2 more hrs then blog finish one

One of the reasons why I give up trying to blog despite having inspiration and some free time.

Many birthdays have been celebrated since I last posted. Although everyone probably knows already, we celebrated Claire's birthday at Lagoon last Saturday and had a blast taking ridiculous photos! Hope she enjoyed herself! After O's, we can all celebrate again together(:
After that, everyone left for home but Kenny was still feeling hungry so after much deliberation, we decided to head to the airport to grab a bite. What a hefty meal we had! We got a table just in time for the last meal order after queuing for pretty long. I ordered an omelette and regretted it immediately, so I didn't finish it (well, obviously) and saved stomach space for a topless 5 which we shared. I'm loving their new sticky chocolate mix which has marshmallows inside. I suddenly had this craving for marshmallows and coincidentally, that flavour had marshmallows inside! Erm, okay, no link. So we cabbed back to my place which made me so heartbroken as the fare was close to $15! It's was late and he was penniless after that meal so he bunked in for the night(:

I was looking at some holga and polaroid cameras for sale and was soo tempted to get one but decided to delay again, partly because my piggy bank is drying up like a desert. I still haven't done enough shopping yet. My want list is still as long as it was in june. Actually, longer. My heart's feeling so damn itchy. lol.

I haven't seen my dad in ages! I don't harbour any dislike for him anymore(: Guess I was too stupid to realise back then that he deserves all the love he can get from me. Although he's gonna skin me alive if he discovers about my tongue and the ink that I'm this close to getting.

I'll be there when your heart stops beating

I wasted my whole morning today going to school. First, I was late, then there were only 19 people in class, had to listen to maths teacher talk nonsense, skipped science after recess, shek didn't come for SS class and POA was on some question that I already completed. See, what a waste time. Went straight home after school. Actually, I did nothing productive at all today.

Pierced my tongue on Saturday. It's not as pain as it was anymore but I still can't eat properly! I take triple the time to finish my food! I feel like a health freak during recess only picking the fruit juices with high vitamin C and eating sandwiches. Dad coming back in a few days (I suppose), gotta hide it from him. Dumb.

Cut my hair yesterday and I so regret it. I wonder why I can never walk out of a salon satisfied. He chopped off more than I expected and half the time I couldn't hear/understand what he was saying. Now, I have to go through yet another agonising wait for my hair to grow out. Fuck it. I hate my hairrrrrrrrrrrrr. Grrrrrrrrrr.

I think I screwed up my English oral real badly. I'm so upset over it still. :( Now my brother's rushing me to let him use the computer. Guess I shall go sleep now. Got nothing to do anyways. Shit, I should be studying or something but argh, whatever. Nightynight kittenfaces(:

Pull my strings just for a thrill

My stupid internet is lagging like a bitch right now and I'm so irritated.

Happy 6 months baby(: Hope you like the card <3
But where have you gone?
Had Pizza Hut for dinner with him and we ended up so bloody full! Then I came home and started to rot my ass off again.

Wednesday's coming, the day I hatehatehate.
I'm bored out of my fucking mind right now. :(

Sigh.. Bye.

Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed

Copycat(:

My mom unknowingly stepped on a honey bee and it stang her foot. I have no idea when it even came in and what was it doing on the ground Stupid bee! As it died slowly, my brother used a scissors to cut it but it was still struggling until he did it three times. It's sick I know, but the bee totally deserves it haahha. I hate bees much!

Oh, random. I dreamt that I had to get to some place in the East but I took a bus 45 on the wrong side and didn't know. I kept looking out the window happily until I saw harbourfront and realised that I took it from the wrong side. So I got down and tried to find another bus stop that had bus 45 back but I just couldn't. I even asked some random people but they didn't really bother to help me. I was feeling so lost when I suddenly woke up feeling extremely frustrated. I think pms is really getting to me.


It's already 1pm and the boyfriend is still missing. 6 days of holiday (for me) just went past like that and tomorrow is the start of school again! English oral and prelims are nearing. Jh just texted me and told me that she dyed her hair and that she looks like a golden monkey because her maid used the whole bottle instead of half. HAHA. So now she has to look for black hair dye, if not she'll have to follow me to the hairdresser.

I'm so upset that I haven't completed my bloody F&N coursework. Have to waste today (my last day of holiday!!) to finish it. Have been going out the past few days. Caught a few movies namely Secret, Simpsons and 881. Secret was a little confusing but still pretty enjoyable. Simpsons was okay.. Quite humorous but really cold at times. I guess the other viewers were avid fans because they could burst out laughing at scenes that weren't even funny. 881 was amusing because of the way they phrase their words and it got really tragic at the last quarter of the show. I felt as if I was the only one crying in the theater. I really wanna watch Rush Hour 3 and Hairspray. I'm going so broke! My allowance got cut in half for no reason while my brother got almost 4 times more than me. Bias shit.

Okay, another random. My brother told me he saw Paul Twohill yesterday at St. James Powerhouse and he thinks Paul Twohill is a fucking dickweed (I agree) because he really thinks that he is that big a celebrity. HAHAHA. Wtf. food and games, that's all you ever think about.

I'm off to do fnn now. :( life's not a party.

You've filled me with happiness I never knew

Hello to whoever who actually bothers to read my blog(:

Well, I didn't go to school today. Again. My mom tried to wake me up but I refused bluntly. I'm probably not going to go tomorrow either. Yay. Woke up pretty late and that feeling's sooo great! Planned with Joy to go to Eastwood to buy some doughnuts before we go somewhere to study POA. The shop only had six flavours when we reached so we just settled with a box of 12, two of each flavour. (omg can you scream FAT!) After that we decided to go to Kenny's house to slack instead. We devoured the donughnuts about two hours ago. So now, Jordan, Joy, Kenny and I are in the same room and they're all lying down on the bed which kind of explains why I'm blogging. Gonna have Macs and bubble tea for dinner later! weird people are coming over efsdbhjfk

Last Friday was fun. Met Joy and Jordan at Tampines and bought the tickets for "Alone" at 1150pm. Then we went to eat LJS and left after we realised we the last people in the place. We wanted to waste our cash in the arcade but even the arcade was closing, so we slacked around outside Macs while waiting for the movie. The trailers were freaking scary and the movie itself was also frightening and damn shocking but the twist was good. lol We cabbed back to mine and our plan to stay up all night failed terribly because we fell asleep shortly after settling down. Went for tuition after lunch and headed to 85 for dinner! Saw Mitchell the birthday boy ahha. I think he didn't have a clue that he was gonna get a surprise party at his house. Ate a lot of the sambal stingray which made my mouth burn. I wonder why I just can't get used to chilli. It always causes my face to turn red, my nose to run and my eyes to tear. Sad case.

Accompanied Kenny home as he wasn't feeling well. So while he slept, I watched some mindless movies until about 2am which was when he decided to stay over at my house again. I even had to cook noodles for him at 4am! Slept at almost 5am. Woke up really late and dragged my fnn for really long. In the end, I had to go to his house again to use the computer as I had no computer to use at home. I ended up going home at 1am and slept before I awoke to a loooong Monday, so, you know, I really deserve to skip school today(:

Long holiday ahead! Going to watch a movie tomorrow at some far away place. We've all been neglecting our jeans. lol.

Crazy little thing called love

I just got off the phone with bby. He tells me he's gonna play dota (the major boy stealer) after a smoke despite the fact that it's his science prelim tomorrow! :(

Anyway, pretty obvious that i have absolutely nothing to do, that's why I'm here blogging about my uninteresting life. My brother seems to be taking a millennium to finish his project and the first floor of my house is in constant company of my brother and his classmates, complete with their team of lappies. It's like a bloody lab down there.He's pushing the computer on the second floor to render some scenes which take an average of three days to finish. I'm stranded with this old laptop of his which takes more than five minutes just to load up; which is the only reason he bought a new one. The internet is in a good mood today and I thank my lucky stars. I know I should be studying and all but I tried to.. In school. It just wouldn't work. POA was a killer. It's like I took sleeping pills just in time to be drowsy for the lesson. I really wanted to listen :( I failed her test, by the way: 18.5/50. She called my mum on Friday night just because of that! I guess I deserve it though. lol. The drowsiness wore off right away when she ended the lesson. The human mind is so amazing.

Now my mum is forcing me to move off of the bed and relocate. Irritating. She just unplugged all the cables like that!

Moving on, it was my sweetie's birthday last Saturday(: had steamboat at Marina South. We managed to fill up almost 8 tables! After dinner, we went to the arcade (omg) for some BishiBashi and got ourselves bruises again along with a screaming sesh. Took many piccas that I've yet to receive. We sang on the bus like as if we owned it. Coolios. Birthday boy then dropped by my house to open his presents before going home.

The next day, I woke up extra early all ready to head to Sentosa with him when it started to pour. Luckily, the rain cleared up and only a drizzle remained when we reached Harboufront so we continued with our plan. The beaches were surprisingly crowded for such wet weather. We visited Underwater World(: It's been years since I last went there! Saw many weird/huge crabs and fish. We headed to Dolphin Lagoon after that and waited one hour (!) for the show to start. The dolphins are so damn adorable! Went to parkway after that for Sakae Sushi.
We ate $60+ worth of sushi <3
Went over to his house to chill before my mom came to pick me, where she then told me the different ways to get home from there.

Dad's delayed his flight back for yet another week. Yesterday, skipped f&n, went home to bathe and blah then met bby, headed to the airport. Had Popeye's! The we shared Swensen's ice-cream. The one with the flames. Somehow they replaced the special fire thingy with just one pathetic candle! :( but oh well, at least there was still a flame. hehe(:

Prelims in 3 fucking weeks! Oh, how I hate Wednesdays.

FRIDAY BABY! SLEEPOVER CUM STUDY SESH CUM MOVIE NIGHT! WOOHOO! <3

And stars are falling all for us

I'm having a deja vu now. it's still going on.. Oookay, gone. Scary. It's like I actually lived that exact same moment before.

Getting past that, I'm supposed to be in bed now but yet I'm still in front of the computer blogging half blind because I'm not wearing my spectacles. I haven't touched them in a week or so now. I know, contacts lenses are the saviours of my eyes now. I'm ruining my eyeeesssss.

So, about my day. Woke up later than expected but ended up early! At least earlier than the rest. This happens 1 in 439497 times. Anyway, we went to the Esplanade to catch Dim Sum Dollies. Some ticket seating problems occurred in between but everything was resolved in the end. Dim Sum Dollies was pretty good and many parts made me laugh, especially the part with the maid! All of them have such powerful voices. After that, we headed to Marina Square, where Suf, Yongshu and Kenny joined us, intending to catch Harry Potter but seats were almost fully booked. Had lunch at Macs then went to walk around with the girls while the guys went elsewhere. No place is fun to walk around in when you're out of cash! Tried to find the guys after we got tired but we ended up in the arcade playing some game that requires smashing the red, blue and green buttons repeatedly or according to what the screen shows (omg, please just give me the name already). It actually got me working up a sweat. After two games, I got myself bruises on both hands hahahaha.

Somehow, instead of walking to the bus stop, we ended up at some outdoor resting area where we took loads of photos(: Bus 10 was irritating and amazingly crowded.

Fuck, it's 3am. I really wanna hit the sack now. Goodnight world(:

P.S.: I seriously do not understand what the fuck is wrong with those people who flame tagboards. Can't they just get a life? Or at least, shouldn't they be improving it instead of sulking or getting angry over trivial shit that they actually bother to make up themselves? These people are just the scum of the universe. Normal people with any intellect at all wouldn't do such crap.

We'll be playmates and lovers

Okay people, first post of my boring life on my new blog. Woo.

I hope I'll get my inspiration back to post regularly. Well, my room's still not madeover and I've got no time to do stuff I want, which sucks bad. I spend almost 3/4 of my allowance on eating out and random things, leaving myself with barely enough to survive unless I actually eat my meals at home..

Omg, this is so dull I should shut up now. Goodnight lovelies(: