Thoughts read are spoken, forever in doubt

I feel like flinging my phone smack onto a wall. Repeatedly. If only I did that with that stupid loser of a lighter just now. ARGH.

Didn't know that moving stuff could be so taxing. My room is now so uncluttered while my brother's room looks like a storeroom. I woke up at 5pm today after sleeping at 7am. Reason being we went to the airport to study overnight. Macs had their TV on the entire time and they kept repeating the same ads and programmes. BEP, seals and sausage mcmuffins. Fergie got so fuck annoying. Ate unnecessary food there out of greed. I didn't accomplish much either. I got stuck and enthusiasm just fizzled. Dumb me. I ended up wasting my bloody Saturday sleeping. I hate wasting Saturdays because I like Saturdays but I just wasted one Saturday awayyyyyyy.

Joy, Jor, Kenny and I managed to catch I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry at TM on Thursday night. It 's been ages since I laughed so hard and uncontrollably. Movies with Adam Sandler acting in it have never disappointed me before.

Why can't some people understand that stuff is just stuff and not stuffs.

Just can't wait for October to end.

Most Of The Time

The sides of my lips are drying like fuck and it's being such a pain. I walked away from the computer but came back just to blog so be glad about it! I can't blog in peace with my dad lurking behind me in the room though. I like it that he's around but at the same time, I just can't wait for him to go back to Chinaland. Weird feeling. I can't seem to do what I like when he's around. That seriously sucks. Well, at least we finally got down to furniture shopping at Ikea on Sunday and we bought furniture alright. It's for my room! It's arriving on Sunday. I can't wait! But, my dad's leaving on Friday. :) / :l / :(

Accompanied the boyfriend to his job interview today(: We had to climb this agonisingly long and steep flight of stairs just to find the place. The compound was nice though, it's a cafe in the middle of a cluster of offices for arty farty people (designers, artists, models(!) and the like). The entire place is still under renovation but you can tell it's gonna turn out pretty sweet. So yeah, he got the job and he's going to start work after they open. I'm gonna have to visit him and stick out like a sore thumb. Caught Balls of Fury at the Cathay after that. Wasn't as hilarious as I thought it would have been but it was still alright, I guess. Maggie Q was fucking hot! Got rushed home at 11, totally not used to it!

So I wasted another day not studying. I swear I'm going to study tomorrow. Maybe I shall just go Starbucks alone or something. I know so loser-ish but.. Oh well..

I think I need an entire jug of water.

Mistakes we knew we were making

The guilt was eating me up and I'm so relieved that everything's out.

Sweetie, I can never say sorry enough. But I thank you for accepting, understanding and loving me as much as you always have. I'm glad we went through this together. This just proves our love steady and strong(: I love you.

Mugging is such a horrible activity. Look at what it does to you! Skipped school for three days straight including .

My dad is back after many months. I'm not used to it at all.